are what caused or causes
these feelings I feel
and these thoughts I think.
They are very real
lingering in the back of my head.
; Waiting for the opportunity
to strike yet again, which anymore is pretty often.
Feedback loops tend to get reinforced
as we are creatures of habit,
creatures of patterns,
regardless of their positive or negative influence.
A feedback loop or cycle
then has its newfound opportunity to strengthen that connection
and one can see how easily they may or may not fall
down the rabbit’s hole.
In my experience, this is how it manifests itself…
A truly vicious
of my own destruction.